Being Ruthless…..

I was waiting for the time to run fast, run run, as fast as it can, desperate like all other people sitting in that room.

Sitting & waiting in a reception of South block (Parliament street) is always been a pain in all the wrong places..i mean sitting uncomfortably for hours will definitely cause that [:)]. All bichara look, watching the clock going tick tock ..min by min “Sir kab tak chalega aapka Lunch time???” “abhi time hai, vaisey bhi pass banaaney wala abhi bahar gaya hua hai” … “ hain ??? matlab abhi or wait karma padega..ufff” .

Thanks Tata Sky , thanks to the electronic media, thanks a ton to the person who allocated funds to buy that 32” Plasma, which is the only surviving source for us there.
Haan magazines bhi hain vahan bahut saari lawaris padi hui, all Defence related types, but you see we cant read them ..not the same continuously for 6 months (as of I know), cant tell there exact age..but yes can bet on that they will last for another 6 months.
Arrey wats the problem when there’s a Plasma connected with Tata sky, yahi soch rahain hai na.

Actually watching that is even worse than reading those lawaris magazines। How you feel when somebody will make you see those serials jiskey trailer k badaley you prefer advertisements। Haanji

To ek aisey hi din, waiting in the reception with “Jai Ganga” serial running in the 32” Plasma (with woofer surround sound system) I preferred reading Lawaris magazine. After searching for few minutes, got hold of one magazine which I guess was fortunately left with some unread articles.

Article on a speech given by an ex IIM-A pass out during a function in the same college, he is currently running his own company (don’t remember the name) in California, USA. So basically his agenda was Entrepreneurship, yahan ye chahiye vo chahiye ..Cali jaisa atmosphere chahiye, Cali jaisi sarkaar chahiye, Cali jaisa logon ki society chahiye, Cali jaisa funding bank chahiye.. or bahut kuch. At last he spoke about the (only) characteristic that a person should posses to become an entrepreneur and that according to him is the need to be RUTHLESS to others, that what made him successful.

....on the way back to my office I was wondering ..was I ever been Ruthless to others to reach here??? No, I don’t remember. Did I ever Backstapped anybody??? No, I don’t remember.
Do I know somebody who are Rutheless to others?? Yes, all my ex & current bosses।Are they successful??? They seem to be.
Any of my friends??? Yes there were some, but they are not my friends anymore.

No I am not a seedha saadha kinda girl, Jaisey ko Taisa is what I believe on. I remembered few worst incidents of my life, were I was suppose to be ruthless but I didn’t..why the hell i was not??? May be if I would have..the things might be different today for me.

Kuch time pahley kisi nay (I knew them as my friends) aisa hi kiya merey saath. An over possessive sycho wife, irrespective of me saying Bhaayi to his Husband. When I got to know about it I tried to clear things, all the bakwaas language she used, I tried ..tried ..n tried to clear ..par kuch nahi hua..and it ended up, me taking all the shit from her. Kissa khatam.

I don’t know why I couldn’t behave like her..i would have given her back all what she threw on me..just because the lady is Sycho that doesn’t mean that somebody can run over me like that. Time wont allow me to go back…par this is definitely bothering me.

No I don’t fully agree with all what he said but yes time has come…. one should learn to become a little bit Ruthless.

Shayad vo jo Ruthless hain, aaraam say so rahey hain, satisfied and nothing is bothering them anymore.

Get Well Soon
Cheers [:)]